My Love Story

4 Months of falling in love.

4 days of an amazing adventure.

Now I'm looking forward to 4ever. 

I decided I had better write about this since its made such a huge impact on my life and its only gotten better this past few weekends. I have always dreamed about falling in love in some magical way and that I'd know immediately that he was "the one". As I grew up and life got harder I gave up on that idea. I even thought maybe I'd never find love and I would have to deal with that. Then something unexpected happened. The last person I would think of, the person I never thought I could love, the person I had never been that close to, that's who I fell in love with. We were so incredibly different in my mind. He's more of the class clown type and I'm more of the type who, if left alone, would have no fun at all. We were completely different until we discovered that we really weren't. Our ideals, our goals, our dreams, our pasts, they were all similar and somewhat rocky. From the first actual serious conversation we had we knew we understood each other. From then on it was learning more about each other and then we found ourselves falling in love.

 

The funnest thing we discovered about each other (more him about me then the other way around) was that we both share a love of nice cars beyond the average normal human being. He built his BMW and I actually know cars. Yes. I'm a girl :) 

Life's already tried to throw many things in our way but I believe that if two people just fit together like two pieces of a puzzle, you can't just give that up. You can't just say it might not be worth it. For awhile I thought that in college the goal is to be single and just have fun. Okay it is for some people, but I really like being in love. I'll give up the so-called college life if I get to spend the rest of my life with him. 

 I guess my head used to go back and forth in these things of love and life. Now I have no idea why I wavered for so long. I can't believe how quickly things can change. I've thrown away the what could've been and jumped into the most amazing love story that I never imagined would happen to me.

 There's no way in this world that this wasn't supposed to happen or a mistake. I truly do believe that with all my heart. Two people don't fall in love like this all the time. 

So welcome to my improv fairytale. :) its a crazy wonderful love story that I hope will last forever.

I love you Joshua and I always will.