What I just realized a few minutes ago about my current single life. When you go on a trip, no one misses you, and you don't miss anyone. Before I used to dread saying goodbye but I loved coming home to someone who loves me, someone who was waiting for me when I got home. Now there's no one to say goodbye too and no one to come home to. In a way I can see that as if one day I find a place I like I'll just stay there because there's no reason to come back for. In another way its the most depressing thing ever, because not having someone there for you is like living in a world by yourself. I think that's why people have dogs. They'll miss you and they'll say goodbye to you. Now for the first time, I don't have anyone to leave and no one to say "I missed you" to. Between all the tears and laughs lately, I can't decide whether or not that's a good thing.
Okay, I just decided its definitely a good thing. I don't want someone waiting for me when I get home. I'd rather have a dog. If I have someone waiting on me that means I have somewhere I always need to be. If i don't I can be wherever, do whatever. That's what I want and what I'm living right now.
Cherish Yesterday
Dream Tomorrow
Live Like Crazy Today
(twilight-review.com)
And I also decided I needed a picture of him on my blog.... :)
LOVES!
Kate <3
I always miss you while your gone :) I know it's different. However despite the hardships we've both had in the past month we shall make this the best summer ever!
ReplyDeletep.s. just realized the new header picture. I love it.