I've said before that my life isn't a fairytale, and that's the way I prefer it. Recently though, my life has become some sort of a dream to me. I think that's partially because I'm in Disneyland, because hey, who couldn't live the dream when you're there. Mainly though, its because I can't believe how lucky I am to have found this guy. He makes me smile, laugh, and tells me constantly that I am beautiful. Life is so confusing sometimes but I am learning if something works don't try to fight it. It could be the least thing you or anyone expected but is that really a bad thing? You find love in the most unlikely of places and that's okay! It's better then leading this boring life full of no excitement at all! Yes, doing something no one expected isn't without its consequences but its worth it. I really feel like I totally have a fresh start right now. New college, new apartment, new boy, and pretty much a new me. Like I said before, I've gained my independence back and I love being me again. I didn't realize how much I had changed for the worst. I'm getting back on track and getting back in the groove of life. The thing is learning to do that alone and realizing that you can do it alone. It doesn't mean that in the end you have to do it alone but that you know you CAN. That's the independence I got back in my life. So now having him is just this amazing bonus to my life.
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