This week has been a stressful, depressing, full of love, wonderful kind of week. There are times when I literally thought I was going to break down and cry and there were times when I actually did. There was just so much going on. Getting ready for school, friends, breakups, engagements. I guess you can say this week was filled with emotion, and when your life is filled with that much emotion some will definitely spill out of your heart. There's something so bittersweet about it too. I have never had to balance my happiness and someone else's unhappiness. I had to put my joy on the side because someone needed me more. Then I had to go and find that joy again. Love can be such a crazy wonderful thing. It touches everyone in some way, and that could be good or bad. For me lately, its been good and I'm so happy because for so long it wasn't.
I'm quite enjoying my life in this city. I don't mind the constant car horns, sounds of cars flying by on the street, and the city lights. I love them all.
There's something to be said about a place where everyone is searching for themselves.
This is a good movie. Just be prepared to cry by the end of it. I think everyone is a little lost.
Sidenote: Tomorrow I start school.
And tomorrow is one month.
It's the strangest thing when you realize what you've been missing all along. It's a mix of wow, thank God, and where have you been my whole life? Its truly a wonderful thing. I want to be the girl who loved.
(pictures by Elizabeth Godfrey)
Let school begin.
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