MissIndependent

I've always been pretty independent. I think I gained that from how I grew up and how fast I had to grow up. In high school, I lost my independence. Between all of the people and my now ex-boyfriend it was hard to stay true to who I was. I felt like I was never happy with who I was. I was always trying to be fit-in. I didn't want to stand out I just wanted to be a part of the crowd. Now in college I'm beginning to see this huge change in myself. That fiery independence is now seeping through my veins and its beginning to show. I am the person I've been hiding all along and I am no longer influenced by anyone else. I don't need anyone to be okay. I am perfectly happy all along. This kinda goes back to the posts after the break-up. I am not going to be the girl who follows her boyfriend like a puppy dog. That is just not me. I'm not saying I am against relationships or that I'm unhappy being in one (cuz i'm not) this fact just goes further to prove my point. I am me. Perfectly capable of living on my own and doing my own thing. I don't need to be walked to school or be helped anywhere. I can be on my own. I've been doing it for almost 18 freaking years.

So this weekend was pretty amazing. College work is keeping me busy, but I'm still managing to have tons of fun. I went to a party with people from my FRINQ class and had a crazy Friday night, hung out with Garrett (who I haven't seen in forever!), and watched Out Cold for the first time with Harlan, Josh, and more people that I hope I can keep getting to know. I love my friends so much!

Oh...btw..my birthday, its in 13 days....

Wishlist:
1. Red or Navy Toms

2. $ for a keyboard

3. A sweet Empyre backpack

4. PSU Sweats (black and say vikings)

5. Food

6. More Diet Coke

7. Nordstrom's Gift Card

8. Cell Phone Case (motorola droid v.1)

9. ipod touch (new one)

10. Build a Bear stuffed animal

 oh...and FYI..i'm keeping it low key this year. So just come hang out with me the weekend after my birthday. I've got midterms the 25th :(

 (pics via weheartit.com)