Hard to forget, even harder to remember.

It's extremely difficult for me not to want to delete almost everything on this blog right now. So much has changed, so many mistakes made, but so little regret for the choices I've made because I believe that I've made them for the right intentions even if it didn't look that way. I'm tired of being the bad guy, the screw up and being scared. I'm ready for something different. I need a change and most of all, I just need a freaking hug. I feel like that would make life a little bit more bearable right now.